dia....

da pkol 2 ...but still ade hati nk berblogging....dlm ati ade byk rase ...tp rse yg mne yg nk dliuahkan? 

• he?
• who is ? 
•  siape dye?

suke? sayang? ape tuw? boley x someone tlg clarify kan? sesak2..hahaha....i'm just hoping dat ..him is the only one....bapak jiwang wani....siape? biarlh rahsie....

kalo nk ikotkan...rse itu mcm dah mati dlm hati...sbb dat first love yg hanye boley bwat ati ni rse sgt rapoh... my wish is dat him can make me completely forget bout FL...kalo nk suke org,,,,easy,,,very easy,,,, sayang? dats hard babe....so how? let time tell you evrythg? camne kalo mase pon x bole mmbantu.....should I or shouldn't I ? 

what is love actually? ......

mayb d best thing now .....is waiting for the only miracle.......

saya rase mau nanges ..

lalink..bro ah....ni lah sbbnye ... 

Atien Hussen‎ (said)

0024 : heee~ saye syg kamu! sgt3! kamu sgt tataw ape yg kamu mahu. kamu mesti akn tnye pndpt org len sblom mmbuat keputusan. saye plg rse terharu bile kamu tnye pendapat saye. rse mcm dhargai gitu. dan saye harap sgale pndpt yg saye bgi bguna bgi kamu. ^^ saye rindu la zmn dulu2. kite slalu kongsi cite. rindu nk teman kamu mlm2 pegi toylet! =)

  

tanx ek atien syg...muah100 ++ miss u..so damn much... 

music dat makes me.....

bile da aca2x bosan ni kan...aca2 x taw pon nk tules apew...musim2 nk stat klas ni ..semiggu je lagi...
x taw nk kate suke ke x... tibe...tibe...rindoo kat kamoo ..kamoo n kamoo....my frenz...tp kac saye pegi cameron dulu ye...kutip strawberry...( jgn bgtaw org len  ) kali ke 2 pergi dlm sejarah idop...tp mggu dpan...excited je lbey...
         eyh2 ..title music tp...mengarot..mncarot bnde len plak..ade x org x suke dgr lagu?
op coz lah ade..igt sume org otak ngarot cam aku ni je..layan lagu ni bes woo...sbb ade berbillion2 lagu yg bley masok ngn mud kte...n op coz mesti kalo tyme sdeyh tbe2 ter igt kat lagu ni...tyme ngamok igt lagu ni...

• nape ek ? x de lagu yg serupe pon dlm dunie ni? nape ..nape?nape !!!!! korunk pk la ek..ak mls nk pk....
• sory ..tp ak dgr sume jnes lagu...dangdut pon ak lyan...hindustan pon masok...jiwang..hahha...band,,,janji bes,,,
• dulu kat skola ktorg ade club taw..club jwang kew? ak pon x igt..tp ktorg ade buku..nmenye buku beracon...nape? sbb kat depan buku tu ade sticker tengkorak... isinye?? lagu2 yg disukai oleyh ahli kelab...hahah...patu nyanyi kat blakunk klas...ak rase ak pengerusi kelab ni dulu..hahah..naty ak sahkan...
• dulu smpi skunk....sgt suke lagu ONLY ONE - yellow card...suwit2...tp skunk ade lg 1 lagu swit try r dgr...YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL -the red jumpsuit apparatus ...ade x org nk nyanyi ke ape ke lagu ni kat aku..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....suwit....

skarunk korunk bleyh nyanyi same2....da x taw nk ckp ape..nyanyi jom

25 random things about WANIEY

saye sudah kne tag... camane? hehe
                 
 "Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts or goals about you. In the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tags you. If I tag you, it’s because I want to know you more."

wanna know : nk taw scroll lah sndri...

• skunk ni saye (saye lah sgt) on diet ...tp kan....sudah hamper 2mggu tdak xcercise !!! kekeke...ampon ye kpd pihak penaja sekalian..naty saye kumpulkan semangat baru...
• nickname? many...many... dagu..mok..donut.. waad..pe lg ek..dah lupe la plak..alzheimer kjap..
• 
• kalo bleyh stiap bulan akn tukar posisi perabot dlm blik niha...(giler ? )
• nk kmbali smbong mnat mmbace yg tergandale  lpas jd ulat bookoo (Twilight)..ade lbey kurg 6 buku ntok d bce.
• .
• sgt mnat ngan dunie photoghraphy... but not so into editing..but why not ..some day..i'll try...
• unable to make a decision by myself.. (pity me?) yes ,u will...hahah
• i'm a LAUGHER !!..dr dulu smpi skunk...( wani nape ko suke gelak ? )
• yeah...saye seorg pemendam perasaan...bukan pendendam ok !! i'll keep it to myself..almost everything..smpi da x tertanggong...then ..akn explode ...KOT?
• when listening to music,intend to see d lyrics first..
• 
• ade lesen,, tp still mls or (takot) nk bwk ..hahha..i love sport ( heee )
• nk...travel around d world..tgk org nye culture..evrything..coz akn widen kn kte nye mind kn..
• seorg yg penyejuk !! ( gelak dlm menggigil ) kat asrama : need 2 blanket, 2 stoken, 2 sweater ..kalo x? kejang ..tu tdo katel bwah...dasat x dasat ..cmne nk g over d sea ni..
• mseh blom pasti jodoh ku ngan chemistry>? mnat tu mnat...jd bsneswoman pon bes..but ..ade niat nk amek master...yeah,,,
• currentyly listening to lagu2 yg d suggest oleh "8" ..n totally like it ! ur guardian angel.. swittoo..
• saye seorg yg las mnit !! dr dlu smpi skunk..x bleyh nk ubah ...akekeke
• suke tgk bag lawa,kasut lawa, baju lawa...beli? bile ade duet...heee (branded? or x branded?) kalo da lwa n ade duet..paham2 la ye,,kalo x.? nganga je la
• right now...mse ntok create more n more memories wif my frens..wif pic ..sbb ble knang balek..zmn skola ..byk prkare bes brlaku..tp buktinye hanye dlm otk..
• ramai org kate saye giler ...believe it...x yah nk wat 2 x caye...hahahah
•  i hate smokers !!!!
• 
• love cooking tp ble ia dtg ngan sndri....
• cepat nanges..tp bukan cengeng..mcm crite ..lagu..kalo cam mjlis pisah2 tu..kalo da stat nanges ..adoyai..ala2 (senstip ) tp kat bnde2 cam ni..
• tringin nk men gtar ....yooongg...
• nk dekan sem dpan !!!!!sem dpan..sem dpan... !! ckop 3 tahon.. ( bukn nk kawen ngn dekan ye )
• ni mmber ak ckp .." wani ,ble ckp ngn ayah, mak dye mesti len "..(len ke? ) heee..dlu ade org ckp ak mnje dlm tepon ? benarkah ??? ke mmg mnje kat lua?
• sebzy mne pon seseorg tu..at least should cover 2 pages of AL-QURAN, everyday, right? kalo da uzur jgn gedik2 nk bce gak....

my tears

when people cry...

  adakah kerna hatinya yg sgt terluka?

 mnangis bile no  one cares...

      mnangis dlm keadaan yg no one knows exactly wat happened..

mnangis d saat xde sape d sisi...

 mnangis ngan rse jantong bagai nk pecah..

 do they really know wat i feel inside ... NO !!!!!!!!!!!

 no one knows ....n probably will never know...

 bertopengkan muke yg ceria...tp hati sebal..

pretend to b heppy juz bcoz jage ati org len lbey important than dri sndri...

 pretend...n pretend n pretend !!!

    juz feel like going to field..jerit sekuat ati !!! will d tears fade away??

 feel like nk  pecahkan pggan mangkok..nk tumbok cermin ...is  it worth it?/

will i be able to let it out ?? 

i ONLY HAVE GOD !!! ALLAH ...

HE KNOWS everything...deep down inside my heart,,,i'm juz hoping dat HE will wipe my tears ..

aku pohon pada MU ....

air mata

 how does it feel when ......

                ' u see someone in pain,yet u can't do nothing '

' u see him / her in tears, but what u can do is just watching from a distance n silent'

 ' u feel something wrong wit him / her but u dont have d guts to know d reason' or else u don even care about dat...

  ' u want to help someone, but then..u dun even have a strength to take d action because of ur worries...or bccoz u r too afraid of wat others might say ..what others might feel....'

           ' u want to say wat ur heart contents out loud...but still do u have d courage to do it soo? '

 ' u may reach the  decision but why u contemplate it so hard ?  bcoz of the perspective of others ? '

" u may consider to soothe others...but how come it seldom turn out d way u wanted? "

yeah...people said  action speaks louder than words but does dat mean that all what u wanted to say have 

been really spoken?.......?????

ini ialah cerita seorg sahabat...yg telah meninggalkan aku bwat selamenye..known him since form 4.

..camping..sgt ceria..friendly...n ak x pham nape tyme tu...suke sgt mengendeng ngan aku...(of coz there is 

 a reason) one thing yg ak sgt igt bout him...mse ak tournament kat skola len...sggop dye dtg...ntok ape? 

phm2 sndri....mntak my gmba n show off to his mum..haha...siap ltak dlm album..bpk segan...tp...da mkin lme

 kawan...ak makin jrg agkat kol dye..jrg bls msg dye..n one day...got a call...said that dye koma... at that time..

.sgt2 terkjot..sgt2...but ak kat mtrix..really wish ak dpt g hospital..at least seeing him .. encouraging him..
.all i could do was kept praying n praying...hoping he will be fine..tp ...esoknye...he's gone..if only i can at least 
seeing.him for  the last time..( by d way ..koma sbb accident langgar lari...) how cruel human beings are?..n smpi skarunk 

ak xde courage nk bwang no tlepon dye.penah sekali ak kol..herrmm..n thinking dat d fact ak x agkat fon kol dye

...msg...made me feel worst...n i really hope yg he'll be fine "there"..smoge Allah mmberkati roh mu wahai shabat...

..Amiin..Al-fatihah...